Cried all through the session. Came home just in time to pull the tube out of Scott's nose when it bunched up in his throat as he threw up. Cried. Talked with Salt Lake. Cried some more. Asked God where he might be. Cried. Kirsten dropped by to tell me that God knew I needed a hug and is mindful. Cried. Tamina sent rolls. Cried. Mindy fed the kids. Cried. Mom called. Took a bawl break. Randy brought manure and dirt for the garden. Doing better. Renae brought me some Dr Pepper. Better still. Scott not in pain or nauseated after eating a bagel. Relief. Did not have to go to the ER. A gift. Kids healthy; in bed. Thank you, Lord, and thank you for ending this day.