Just the other day, we were talking about all that happened over those few years and what do you know, I didn't feel traumatized by it. There wasn't the gagging panic that always comes when revisiting those experiences. How nice for time to pass and soften the experience to a livable point of existence.

And how nice to be stable and essentially removed from survival mode. I had forgotten how wonderful living mode could be. So many miracles.

Sweet.